16 Feb 2011, 3:18 am

Memories.

They are meant to be left just like that, as a beautiful happy memory.

Don't, by clinging to them, hope for something that'll not come in return.

Don't, turn the memories into sadness, pain, grievance.

Don't, let it wallow you in tears.

Don't, all that supposing beautiful memories, pains you.

Let it do its work.

Let it joys you.

Let it pleasures you.

Contents you.

Delights you.

Let the memory stays, as a blissful, warming moment to you.

by,

Afqh A :)

3.34 am, 16/2/11

'Haji' Arep :D

well, harini, mak abah arep tokwan and angah came back from Mekah, buat umrah. Seriously I'm jealous with arep, he got to go first! Initially, before the MARA call, i am on the list jugak okay. Tapi, MARA punye pasal... sabar je lah :D

Feeling restless nowadays, don't know why. Ohh, went to PD this evening, batch trip. It was fun, i was forced to play, resulting in having soaked jeans. Which was heavy, causing it to melondeh hahahaa

Then, the others wanted to try the banana boat, since i didn't bring extra clothes, i just tag along in the speedboat. I loved it, the wind, the scenery. But hate the heat. And peningpening -.-

Sampai je kat khemah balik, amik port pastu tido hahahaa

Bertolak balik around 2 kot, because we went with the van sbb bas ke block with other buses. Dalam van toksah cerite laa, golekgolek kepala aku tido. Sedar sedar dah masuk simpang rumah dah hahaha

Hmmm, all my friends yang nak masuk program diploma 26th ni, dah ready ke korang??

oh aini, good luck with the accounts!! (i know you are much much better than me in accounts cause i suck effing bad haha) aini, i missed youu, lame kot tak cakap ;(

and i missed driving your car time pegi beli chicken pie and kuih tu hahaha :D

anas!! belagak eh kau, dapat tukar johor xp haaa, blaja btol2, jgn tido cam kat kelas lagi. Cucuk cucuk la mak kau, boleh dapat lappy sebijik :D

yang lain lain sorry aku taktau ape perkembangan korang skrg sbb aku tak sempat nk meng-update-kan diri aku. Hope you guys enjoy university life :)

As for myself, go and study lahhh ( Hahaha, taknakk!! :p )

happy belated birthday,

pakcik Alias bin Mustafa!!

haih, dah 50 ye pakcik. tua la. hahaha.

semoga sihat selalu, and dibukakan pintu rezeki :)

video ni menginsafkan.

paling tak tahan time die cakap :

'jika berdosa mak membesarkan kamu berdua, mak pohon adik dan along....ampunkanlah mak.'

touching ohh. :"(

people, learn to appreciate your parents.

kenape?

why must you think badly about my friends?

why must you have bad impressions about my friends?

why you always judge my friends, saying they are this and that?

they are MY friends okay, i know them, you don't.

have i talked badly about your friends?

of course i have done that, because some of them annoys me, but i don't criticize them in front of you.

and the main thing is, i never told you to stop being friend with them.

i know you'll be pissed if i do that. don't you think i will too?

don't judge them in front of me, do it somewhere else.

and don't tell nonsense about my friends, you don't have the rights.

maybe i'm not that wise, but i know how to pick my friends.

i don't care if you don't like my friends, because I LOVE MY FRIENDS.

:) :) :) :)

time result semalam was not so exciting. like when it was PMR result.

grateful for my result :) bersyukur but terkilan.

anyway, thanks abah :9

for this :) and also my back account XP

i think i'm a.....

LONER.
Yes. Big letters please. Shocked? Huh, don't.
Why? First,
- I hate other people in my room.
- Then, I love when everbody (makabahariff) are out cause the house is mine.
- I hate when I have to ikut pegi :- (tengok orang sakit, pegi rumah kawan abah, blablaa) cause kene cakap - cakap dengan orang lain.
- I hate following them shopping yet I don't get a damn thing. Jadi tukang angkat barang je.
- I hate going to the mall with the whole family cause they're boring.
(Tengok wayang taknak, windowshopping taknak, baik takyah pegi.)
Yet, I have to cause they're my money. $$$$
- Kalau dalam train or anywhere yang ada seat, I will avoid duduk sebelah orang yang berisiko tinggi akan start cakap untuk jangka masa yang agak lama dengan aku.
Bukan sombong ok, I just don't like talking. But, I love to talk. But..... Hah, whatever.
- I hate it when i realised that I love to not talking cause it reminds me of how alone I am. Thus, a loner.

So, what do you think? Does it make sense?
Damn, I hate not going to school. Makes me more alone. And weird.
Ok, NOW I'm a weirdo. Shit.

12 jam.

harini, total hours of sleep 12 jam. wow. banyak gile mase aku membazir. and akibatnye, sekarang, pukul 2:42 am aku rase sangat energetic. and lapar. -_-"
just now, cam biasa la, korea-ing. found a variety show video about bizzare food challenge. the artist invited are challenged to eat ridiculous food. first they eat rice with coke. and dorang nampak semangat gile. wtf
pastu, the next food is cereal with seaweed soup. then followed by rice with ALOT of olive oil. paling tbb, frog legs pizza. paling geli.
3 hari baru, aku dah boring sampai takleh bercakap. somebody save me!
ariff dah stat tusyen, hahahaha padan muka. and gay gile, esok kuar dengan ariff gi midvalley sebab yang lain sibuk nak gi kelas KPP betul tak?
well, korang yang ade KPP esok, good luck!